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The moon and the stars smile down upon me in this dark hour.

It is regrettable, that, I cannot take solice in their warm embrace;

I am lost in my own darkness.

Alone, I wait, for my emotional rescue.

My melancholy heart, drunk with dispair.



I close my eyes, drift away to another time...place.

Perhaps not even existing in this life.

But I do recall;

Amidst love's broken hold, I alone, weep and beg

for an eleemosynary soul's touch;

an all encompassing warmth.

And I cry out! "Why is it, that I cannot progress beyond myself?!".

My soul's progression, not in question, but my heart's desire;

what could be be a complete and final love and its ever elusive presence.

Absolute love is a dreamer's dream.



© 2005

It's night I find solace...



While on my travels, I find myself mildly entertained by fellow creatures of shadow.



Once in awhile, a menacing force finds it's way into the inner sanctum. It's wicked whispers, hot against my neck;



I brace myself, clinging to the safety of my willful heart.



But the beast beckons and is relentless in it's sinister pursuit.

Surrender is close--it knows. I am insane with want.

Inertia sets in and time stands still. All I have is this moment.



It is here, in my frozen refuge, that there is a glimmer of a celestial intervention--



A moment granted to decide my eternal fate;



I weep...for what appears as my weakness, but in actuality, it is for my departure.



© 2005